Master's Sun Episode 12 Comments

OH MY GOSH. IF YOU GUYS WATCHED EPISODE 12 OF MASTER'S SUN THEN I AM SURE YOU GUYS FEEL THE SAME AS I DO. HEARTBROKEN, SHOCKED, CONFUSED, AND BAFFLED.

Honestly, I watched episode 12 yesterday when it just came out but the feeling has lasted til now. How can an episode that started out so perfect end up turning into the biggest ONION EVER?! I'm currently listening to the OST and I swear tears are going to spill out. I've always thought it was weird when I see comments where people say that they're crying about a drama. I've rarely cried for dramas or movies and when I do cry it's usually just tearing up but oh. my. gosh. I full on cried after watching episode 12 of the Master's Sun. I'm certain that I cried so hard because of Gong Hyo Jin and So Ji Sub's acting. Of course Joong-Won dying is sad because of how much he loved TGS but it was really the acting that got to me. First of all, I have to say that Gong Hyo Jin is such a great actress because watching her cry made me cry so bad. I could literally feel the hurt when I looked at her. And So Ji Sub. So So So Ji Sub. I knew that his character was going to say "I love you" to Gong's character so I thought I was prepared. EXCEPT, the way he said it was just heartbreaking for me. He said it quietly, almost like a half whisper. And with that signature Joong-Won smile, I bawled.

Another thing that I thought about was the metaphor and story about the Goat and the Wolf. We always see Gong Shil talk about the story and we assume that Gong Shil is the Wolf and Joong-Won is the Goat. I watched the drama up til now always thinking that Gong Shil loved Joong-Won more. Even though Joong-Won has confessed his feelings, Gong Shil's feelings were always more transparent which made me unconsciously believe that she liked him more than he liked her. So when Joong-Won raced in to save her and protect her, my heart basically shattered. Because at that moment i realized how strong his love for her was. I realized how difficult it was for Joong-Won to finally let go of his past trauma and take one step at a time in healing himself. And every step, Gong Shil was there for him. His attachment to her showed more and more and he began to love her more and more to the point that he would sacrifice himself to save her. I don't doubt for a minute that he rushed in to save her without thinking about himself. *Sigh* Thats all, I'm gonna cry the more I type about it.

I actually closed my window to cry out loud since it was midnight. And my mom got pissed at me, but I did not care at all. I screamed and screamed. I made sounds that for sure weren't human. It also made me super sad all day at school today but whatever. Dramas are emotional roller coasters, yo!

I'm pretty sure I'm going to be depressed for the rest of the week and up until Wednesday when episode 13 comes out. I am going to be all depressed and keep on thinking about it and then when episode 13 comes out the Hong Sisters are going to be like "Oh! it was just a dream, trolololol" and I am just going to pass out because I was depressed the whole week. My prediction will probably 99.98% come true. Even though the majority of me believes nothing serious happened, I am still going to be depressed until it is actually confirmed with my eyes. Gosh, Gong Hyo Jin's acting is just too good. Tooooooo good. I cannot emphasize it enough.

I kept re-watching the ending and I kept crying. And then I saw this amazing MV, watched it, and cried even more. That MV is perfect, I swear. It highlights all the milestones in the character's relationship. I just had to show it to you guys. For some reason I can't find the video on Youtube through Blogger so just click here to watch it!

I didn't plan on writing this post because I usually spazz with my friends but unfortunately, none of my friends are watching this drama. It really makes me sad that they aren't watching it only because they find the ghosts scary. Gosh if they would only watch it then they would know why I'm always so sad. Actually, I showed two of my friends just the ending of episode 12 and they teared up even though they didn't watch the drama. But people who watch the whole drama will of course bawl more because they know everything. They know how much Joong-Won loves Gong Shil and how sad and mudaeffing depressing that Goat and Wolf story was. The one who loved more ends up dying? Please stop making me cry. I'm not sure if this happens to any of you but towards the end of a drama, whenever I look back on what the characters have been through and how much they've grown, I just feel extremely nostalgic and sad. Part of the reason why I was and am still so sad is because I've seen all the happy times. I've seen all the funny times. I've seen how much the characters have grown. And that has made me infinitely depressed.

There are a few theories out there that speculate what might have happened if Joong-Won wasn't actually dead but honestly I am just anxiously waiting for next week. I believe that they won't kill off Joong-Won and turn him into a ghost but if it does actually happen, I will try to accept it and cry myself to sleep everyday. I'm really really worried about the next episode because now I find myself confused as to where the plot will go towards. Will it make the Joong-Won ghost thing only last for 5 minutes then continue on with the Hee Joo mystery or will they change it completely?! COME QUICKLY, WEDNESDAY!!!!!!!!!

Okay, I will now end you off with a compilation of pictures from episode 12. I know I have already spoiled a lot so be prepared to be spoiled again by the pictures below. If you look at all the pictures, you will see in this episode how much Joong-Won loves Gong Shil and how much Gong Shil loves him as well. You will also cry because Gong Hyo Jin's crying will make you want to cry.

Warning! When viewing the pictures below, listening to sad music at the same time is not advised as tears may flow out uncontrollably. IMAGE HEAVY!

Everything was so perfect! I still remember laughing in the first part of the episode T.T

THIS SCENE RIGHT HERE MADE ME CRY THE MOST. WHEN I SAW HER FACE I JUST STARTED TO CRY SO HARD. THAT LOOK OF HURT TOTALLY PIERCED THROUGH ME